uuuuuuup and fucking DOOOOOOWN

Haha, maaaan sometimes life is just frigging HARSH, man!
It's a little over 24 hours ago where I wrote that last post about how awesome everything is and today pretty much my entire world almost crumbeled to pieces, it's weird.
What happened was that the shit artschool I attended for about one year before I escaped and moved away, comes back at me an demands the "rest" of the money of the time there where I was still signed up there, didn't attend, however, because I moved to Berlin :D And moreover it turns out now that they actually have the right to demand that huge dump of money although they know that I paid the tuition with money from a students-credit which was immediately taken from me as soon as i quit to actually go to school.
So to make it short: I went to school until january, was signed up till end of april though but didn't go because I moved to Berlin. The money for studying I got from a students-credit was taken away from me at the end of february the school wants all the tuition until end of april though and they want the money IN TWO FRIGGIN WEEKS, otherwise they will fucking sue me :D

Consequence (since, as some of you might know, artschool is kinda expensive :D ) = I seem to be fucked BIG TIME in practically every hole my body has to offer, well at least it feels that way.

So now I am standing here, with practically nothing, not knowing what my financial future will bring, just barely remembering how awesome I felt yesterday, jeez, life indeed can be hard sometimes.

I guess however, that it just shows me that will have to work even harder and maaaybe if I am able to negotiate about an extension of the period of time the school gives me to pay my "depts" I might be able to actually get the money together before I get fucked even harder :D

So if you're reading this and have some kind of freelance job to offer, just contact me over cgrobelski@gmail.com My portfolio can be found on http://www.grobelskiart.de.vu

On to some art. Just a little update today. Here's a little lifedrawing I just found lying around here and some of todays ballpoint pen studies, some from mind, some from photos, all kinda mixed :)